Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Andrea, my love

wow. I cant describe the pain inside. wow. is that really all i have to say for myself? wow? I think of you every waking moment, cant ever get you off my mind. I cry for you, though i dont cry. I pray for you, though God fades from my heart. I bleed for you, in both senses, and you think i dont care. you think i dont miss you when youre not there. Hell, i miss you when you are there! I cant get enough of you, i cant miss enough of you, i cant cry enough for you, i cant pray enough for you, i cant bleed enough for you. I cant even sing enough for you. Yes, sing. its what i do when my heart is crying out too loud to be concealed in my aching chest. And i want you to know, that when i get up in front of all those people and and pour my screaming heart out for of of them to see, that im doing it for you. all for you. because that's all i can do.

Im so deeply sorry that its not enough.

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