i realize i don't do enough for you. and it hurts me that i cant repay you for everything you've done for me. but things are changing now. you know that. Who knew becoming that beautiful butterfly would be soo friggin hard?
We wont ever drift unless you want us to. But even then, Im not sure im strong enough to let you go. Im too selfish. it makes me weak.
I love you soo friggin much, it causes me physical pain to be away from you for any amount of time. I get knots in my back, and its difficult to breath.
You know i do nothing but think about you, right? and when i didnt answer your calls or txts, it was because savannah stole my cell, and didnt tell me till just now. I thought you were mad at me. or you"d moved on. but you should know: I'll never move on.
you're like a friggin Conner Nightmare come to life, only 20 times prettier and more amazing. And i can write cheezy songs about you that would never actually sell, but make me cheer up a bit when im crying. yes, when im crying. i cry all the time now. its like this whole time, all the tears i would have cried were bottled up inside, and theyre just now finding their way out. except it comes out in random floods, melting my makeup and kicking my hormones into high gear. hormones suck balls man. man girl. girly man. uhh, girly guy-man-. guyman. whatever. Ima shut up now. i love the hec out of you.
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